Why would stupid shit happen to me all on the same dumb night??! :( Whatever I’m trying not to care….even if it hurts me. #fml #justmyluck
Wish I had the courage to tell you I wanted to take you out to dinner tonight for my bday and your good exam. >.< But when you said you already had plans I just let it go. I had everything planned out in my head so romantic and peaceful but idk. Some things never change. Guess I will always just be passive! </3
I have the feeling that with each passing day I am losing you. This feeling that claws at my heart keeps getting stronger and stronger. Both of us are so different towards each other now and it is only a matter of time before one of us breaks. I’ve hurt you alot and I regret it. I know I am not perfect and I know you deserve so much better. I’m very selfish in the sense that I want you to myself. Yes I do get jealous when you hang out with certain people because it seems like you have more fun with them then me. I love you so so much but I feel like I am holding you back and that is something I’ve never wanted to do. I do not know what is wrong with me these days but I know you deserve every good thing that comes your way in life. That’s the thing I am conflicted about you know? It makes me feel guilty alot. I will always be there for you though. I just wish I knew what was wrong with me so I could fix us! I know spring break was a total disaster and it was all my fault but please please let’s get through this. Let’s make up and forgive and try again. Yeah that’s selfish of me to ask but I want things to work out between us! I love you and I miss you.
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